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2011-03-27T07:39:00.000-07:00

because of u ..
i start learning more on how to use photoshop
ahh..really love d photoshop now .. i know now its was all dis photoshop thing that make a pic even nicer

because of u ..
i actually chat with strangers ..well ..on fcbk .. ^^

because of u ..
im stuck to twitter for d 1st few days ..keep checkin for urs update ~ eventhough a tad bit sad bout it ..but when i view back d vids .. part of d sadness just disappear

because of u ..
its my 1st time buying thing online ..& i am glad that the people at d bank was friendly enough to guide me on d bank-in stuff..

because of u ..
look like a crazy fan for a split second there ..just so i can get your attention XD
(so00-not-me)

AND LASTLY..
because of u ..
its the 1st concert i had ever been to!! ...kamsahapnida~
jeongmal kamsahapnida for SUPER SHOW 3 ~
and i cant stop thinking about u , boys ~
an event to mark next year i hope

p.s: to dong hae ..hopefully i will be able to give this doll to you in ss4 ~ >.<

2011-03-17T08:58:00.000-07:00

reali a fucked up day ..just as i tot 2011 was probably d best year..god alway like to slam me down like this
just cos i ask what if i sell ss3 tic at rm400 ..in which i 2 protested but now was 2 last mins d..n e way i was just sayin rite ..y make a small matter into big matter ??????
at least u ask u 1st ..not enuf ? alway like 2 said how old r u d ? still act like dat ?! somemore is eldest child ..n i somemore got make i big jar of juice for them ..n he said u go n keep ur juice .;..no 1 wanna drink .. do u noe how hurt its when i heard dis ?? somemore said y born child like u ?! ..ya ..mayb cos i was d 1st ..n mayb i wasnt urs oso ..mayb they swap me away ... i reali feel like killin myself ..u noe ?..n im not allow 2 cry ?! do u noe for all dis yr i ll alway cry silently ..n now u nag me for cryin oso ? i dun cry i do wat ? keep all d feelin in myself ? do u noe y i am wat im today ?! im gettin more n more negative as i grow ..its all becos of u all ,..,keep sayin oli negative thing bout me .. even d grandma oso same..i just,,hate u all la k ..u like d other more den me ..alway ..no matter where i go ..im just a nobody ..no 1 rmber me..no 1 whud even notice if im missin rite ..n they seem to live normally withoud me n e way ....
n u said how dare i challenge u ?! i reali hv d proof ..u dare u come n see .. somemore dare post at fcbk said im not ur punching bag ..some1 nd apologise to me ..wtf ..its u dat take me as punching bag 1st 1 lo ..u pms ka ?n U R D 1 dat said he shudnt go ..cos wat ? cos he dun appreciated it ..now wat u said huh ?all bcos of HIM ..d 1 dat got me into so much trouble ..findin ppl to buy d tic n all ...n now u scolded me ..reali bloody s*** la..u guy reali is talk c*** 1 ..
har ..wat got thing nd do oli find u ..hello ?! is not i suggest 1 kay ..is whose 's suggestion huh ?! u think urself la...ya ..i noe now its my fault for askin u a favour ..i shud had just make a box my own ..once agaijn ..its hers suggestion ..
c ..all this i dint said out to u ..i said out ..u said i answer back ..but i dont said out ..WILL U NOE D TRUTH ???? u may b dissapointed with me but im dissapointed with u 2...well mayb cos i was not as pretty as them so wat ever favour i ask now was a burden ?? u alway said u love me as well..but in front of outsider u edi kick me far away ..if it wasnt for d clay modellin lesson ..i think no 1 whud noe im ur daughter ...f*** la..i reali scare i cant control u noe..evi argument is makin me more n more timid ..
n y is it dat cos i stay there i hv to like zhao them n all ? ya la..ppl hse ma rite ..somemore hv 2 c their faces ,.eh ..{A} ..u oso control ur mouth la..im fat ..so wat ? den can u stop feedin me ? keep said me fat but feed me eat most of ur meal ..n d floor r i sweep like a month ago de lo ..how dare u said y my room de floor so clean but aunt's room de floor like so dusty ..i mana tahu !!den u look at her room oso noe she's not clean freak type of thing la..somemore complain said i din sweep their floor oli sweep mine ..n r ...imagine la..if b4 dis i din come stay there ..who on tv for u eviday ? no1 !! so i miss 1 day oli u oso want complain me d ..WTF !

fuh ,..i had stop cryin now..dat ;s just how lonely im ..dat i can only express my feelin here or else i might go pyscho >.<..nitez blog~

2011-02-04T19:48:00.000-08:00

i thought this CNY was probably the one i look forward to the most after all this year ..

but i realise sometime things just dont go the way we want it to ..sadly ..

am caring is being too bossy ? i just dont get how ignorant to day parent can be ..

i am so tired of constantly asking them to come and eat ..they just keep running about ..

and when i told dad to at least keep an eye and feed her some ..

then he said : " i also din complain ..u make noise for what ? "

sigh ..yesterday was what i thought to be a happy day ..... but as it turn out ..it just like the same old year ..the same thing keep repeating even though those chatty 1 werent around ..

its as though i was invicible ..

they would probably just tell me ..go and mixed around la...

but ottoke ? i am not the type to struck convo 1st .. so all i could do was sit there waiting ..

maybe its was just me being to emo ..but i just ...sigh

there are alway those kind of people ...that got the best of both world..

they are pretty ,popular , smart .. and people would totally enjoy their companies..old and young

but ME... people are just scare just by looking at me ..

ya ..its my fault..my fault that i have monolid eyes ..

add to that fact ,,its make me looks even more scarier when i am not in d mood aka emo ..

really dunno how to describe my feeling now ..

i am used to crying silently everytime when emo ..

scare of getting scolded if mom found out that i cried ..

and there this weird thing ..mom and dad alway envy people 's daughter ..

saying how people' daughter alway dress up so nicely ..

how they dress so maturely ..

do they ever think of my feeling ?? they make me feel as if they wish that girl was their daughter ..

but its just prove no matter how much i tried ...its no used ..

even now when i wear differently ... all they could do was just stare ,..no comment at all..

ya ..i know how hard it is being a pretty girl 's sister ...

being constantly heard people said your sisters are beautiful ..then people would probably look at you as if you were alien out of nowhere ..

[deary blog ..saranghae..you were the only one i could told all my feeling to ]

2010-12-21T06:21:00.000-08:00

finally my whole f6 life knowledges have been dumped in the recycle bin ..haha..
well, physically..mentally ..not reali ..cant believe i would miss solvin math Q ..XD..

Anyway, im not sure whether i achieve the purpose my parent ask me study f6 or not ..
im not sure whether this is consider growing up ?
since i practically dump all those anime newspaper collection which i still favoured it like last year ..
but now..i looked at it...and ..within 1 minute , set it aside to recycle ..oh well..and i actually gave my stickers away to my sis ..well..i still kept some...but only some k..

sigh .. din went out with friends at all since last day of exam..dunno why .. feel tired and moodless to go with friends..but no problem for shopping ..haha..

TIME PASSED SOOOOO SLOW !!

i tot it's been 2 weeks since exam ..end up, it's less than a week the last time i count..

next week gonna be busy ..busy goin out ..why does outing alway jumble up together ?! sigh..hopefully mom would understand ..hehe

p.s : while most homes are making 'tang yuan'.. im sittin here bored to dead ..apparently, v cant make it since it ll be like rollin d dead's eyeball..thus makin him ..uncomfortable ? something like dat ..well.. gonna go jusco and buy ready-made 1 tmrow ..haha

BFF ? HA-HA

2010-07-18T06:33:00.000-07:00

I felt betrayed ..T.T
DOES true friends really exist ?
i just dont get it ...how some ppl can get close with some1 n called them BFF ..
next thing u know ..they r a total stranger..
just..1 thing..pls dun go around sayin BEST FRIEND FOREVER if deep down ur heart ,u dun really mean it ..
nowaday everything is ..2 casual ..that ppl just say it 4 fun.. .. no matter how good u treat them n try to do all u can 4 them ..they just never appreciate it..
AND they dare to complain when frenz din do thing d way they 1 or treat them d way they 1 ..
i dunno but 2 me all lil thing do matter ..
even if it just a msg sayin happy birthday ...
n recently i felt depressed because of her..i dunno whether she is lyin to me or wat ...
but y cant u tell d truth ? arghh..watever k ..
u got ur new frenz..n i got mine ..
i guess i ll just delete her from my no 1 priority fm now onward ..
u noe wat u r just so selfish .. or should i say greedy ?
when no1 accompany u ..u come and find us..when u hv ur frenz back .. u just ..dump us ..
so ..no more..if u cant make it ..
i DUN CaRE .. i ll still arrange our gatherin n just hv fun ..without U

THINK TWICE !!

2010-07-05T05:14:00.000-07:00

arghh...make TWO wrong decisions last week ..

i said YES and NO to the wrong thing ..

yes ..as in agree to take my frenz place in a kain rentang competition

and

no..when my dad told me about a miniature "toy poodle" that he saw at a shop !!

that NO ..i really regret saying it ..i said no cos dad said its a "toy poodle" ..but i dont think toy poodle looks like that !

AHHHH ...just found out I was wrong ...i din know that "toy poodle" can look ..like BELOW..XP

next thing is its cost round rm 1500... what about other costs ? i dunno ..but when they mention it to me ..they was like rm 1500 no big deal la ! HA-HA..how am i gonna bring up this subject eh ??!!

about the YES thing.. it makin me feel ...down ? i wasted my sleeping time to do lakaran ..and then after show the teacher , she's like not really lookin at it also ..nvrmind ..

she said student "A" show her d ..ask us combine ..give her on monday ..ok..fine..

then sunday .."A" told me that the teacher ask him to combine his lakaran and my frenz lakaran(she went and join poster comp..same tema) ..

i was like " WHTTTTT !" .. like that also can r ? then ..what is called competition ??!

PLUS ..she 's a counselling teacher leh !

the world really become so competitive till like that ?

in order to win ..apa cara PUN boleh LA ! LOLX

BUZZ OF D WEEK !

2010-05-14T00:53:00.000-07:00

finally get to blog again ..after home comp ..kena virus ..thanx to me ! HA-HA..

TIME iS RUnnING OUT !!
LEFT 1 MOre WeeK TiLL MID YEAR EXAM ! but till now haven revise PA n econ !

startin from last month , everytime im free ,
i would tell myself to spend some time for PA ..
but every time ,right before picking up Pa books, i Will said , AiyaH ..still go time la , tmrow la ..tmrow i will study ! confirm ! ..zzz..
end up ..till now 14/5 also haven touch my "beautiful" PA txtbk ! ...
till when will i be able to change this kind of attitude ? sigh ..ughh...

and then today .. was informed that OW ( orientation week ) will be held NEXT WEEK ! somemore wed V , Seniors hv to stay back ..JUSt so juniors can get our signature !!
What kind of School os this ? OW more important ? wed is so damn tiring already n now hv to stay back for ow ! i al so dunno dis is happy news or wat ?!

HAppY news as in HM kena "diu" by JPS ! haha..padan muka ! SEE LA ..even JPS also scare she cant manage HSK ..till nd come and check whether OW is on or not ! LOL

hmm..here's another news .. Our HM said ... not to use FOUL words in school ..and also not to post bad comments on anything related to HSK on FACEBOOK !! she said if she found of any of us doing so ..action will be taken !

first of all .. im not sure ..maybe she has fcbk ..maybe not ..but the way she said thing .i think she do not hv fcbk acc ..WHY ? BCOS she dun even NOE that FCBK HAS PRIVACY SETTING !! LOL.. if v din add u ( in which 100% no one would do so ) and our profile has been set to private , do you think u can view our status ? and FCBK is different then Friendster , u din add d person u can view their profile at all ..
and also ..i doubt there are HSk spies on FCBK ! (must be extra careful ..WHO CARES ?!)

well, say watever u like..NO.. instead i should thanx u..what u said .is our jokes of the day ! GOOD LUCK IN FINDIN HSK'S STUDENTS BLOG n FCBK YA ! :P

p.s : HM will be in HSK for about 3 more years only ..after that u guys can bid farewell to her !^^
p.s.s : juniors said : GD MORNIN, SENIOR ..i dunno how to respond la ..haha

Miniature pup !!

2010-03-19T08:43:00.000-07:00

First time watched "keepin up with d kardashians" on E! news..hehe..
but main point is ..i saw a lil pup in the show ..n its sooo cute !! its a american maltese ..
I hv seen a brown "teddy bear-soft toy like" miniature dog in one of fish leong's mv ..
and another on 100 % entertainment like 2 yrs back i think..
and when its dont move ..it really look like soft toy ...
soooo cuteee !! yooo..I also want 1 !! T.T ..
hmm..maybe should ask my parent..perhaps as my birthday's pressie ? HAHA.. prob is dunno malaysia got this kind of dog or not only!! ..sigh..

above is the "teddy bear a-like" dog ..not the same with the 1 in fish leong's mv though..but its something like this .. aahhh * heart melt d * haha..I ll get this ..o n e d a y !! wait for me ! ><

* in a miniature puppy craze right now!

wud ya just SHUT UP ?!!!

2010-02-26T06:00:00.000-08:00

below is a photo comment fm fcbk ..reali hurt my feeling and really spoilt my mood ==..

" not good la u all..i stand in front become mangsa..direct scolding..zzz...bcoz of a girl all of us get scolded..wat the world going on in high school klang?? y all the teacher like turn in insane?? lol..now is not musim mengawan also.."

guy ..come on .. if u dunno the truth ..most of all ..dunno me ..PLS DUN simply say ok!! .. find out the truth before you speak .. 1st of all ..why tcher scold us all ? that 's bcos 80 % wasnt listening at all ..not only that ..chit-chatting SO LOUD behind there .. come on la ..just spare 5 mins to keep ur mouth shut ..very difficult ? even if what u comment was suppose to be funny ? well i dun see the funny point there !! ..nxt time think before u speak guy ...
stupid ..why they like to listen to gossip and actually BELIEVE it ??? everytime i think of IT i felt like ending my life u noe ..why does she has to make my like so miserable ? i still have a long journey to go and just bcos of a earph and her so called "maruah" .. she wanna ruin my life in HSK ..
to all those out there ..wanna noe the truth ..well just ask me then ..i ll be happy to tell u d truth ..unlike our beloved principal ..wat she said wasnt true at all ..its so obvious .. i noe u guy heard it fm various tcher..but those are what they got fm principal ..most ppl would said so.. u mean what the principal say was wrong ? just bcos she has d highest rank at skol doesnt mean she right ALL OF D TIME K .. so nxt time if u couldnt help 2 "kepoh " pls ..reali PLS ..listen to both side story .. but of cos most ppl would think it my fault ..Y ? duh ..im 1 against so many tchers..so they assume im wrong .. and u noe wat ..im suppose to apologise 2 her later on ..Y should i be d 1 ? she ruin my name ,my dignity .. and i should say SoRRY?? shouldnt she said sorry 2 ? 4 saying it out LOUD in d assembly ? ..sigh ..dis prob reali ..disturb me alot ..could you believe it ? a gd student since primary till now ..could cos so much trouble SUDDENLY ? whatever la ..i got no time ,no strength for all this already ..like 1 tcher and my dad said ..take this as a lesson ..u gonna face dis kind of prob more when u r out working ..

P.S : only some tcher would understand me ..million of thanx to those tcher that understand me ..reali appreciate it :) (tcher name cant be stated since HSK got so many spy !! )

ITS GETTIN WORSE !!

2010-02-25T02:32:00.000-08:00

..sigh ..every morning , assembly for so long.. today assembly .. pn "A" wanna see all f6 students after assembly ..(zzz..assembly start from 7.20 till almost 8 leh !! ) ..reason : bcos of the automatic library card ..she ask why some of us ..in fact most of us havent pay yet ?!! rm9 also cant pay izit ? she said the card is useful wor ..later go uni also can use 1..(dunno real or not 1 ..) and then most of them was like din really bother what the tcher said and chit chat on their own ... zzz..pengetua come out and "scold" us ..for not paying attention to what the tcher said ..x sopan la ..blah blah blah ...and BAM !! she said " there's this student that i wont mention her name BUT U NOE WHO U R! ..her earphone yg kena rampas ..i ll bear the cost of ur lost earphone ..pls come and see me ..somewhere in btw she said this is the first time i hv been HUMILATED BY A F6 STUDENT which mean im BIADAP ..zzz....(dun rmber much of what she said d ..hehe..just agak2 of what she said ) ..but HER WORDS really hit me hard .. since most of the f6 student already knew about that incident .. its like its my fault d..the reason i din went and see her is bcos i noe how complicated this stuff is already ..so i din see her to claim $ for d earph ..why are the PENGETUA so childish ?? im a student O K ...u are also a tcher .. is this how tcher treat student that make mistake (altho i din ) ? fm wat i heard , she said i was biadap Bcos that day ..i called TARMUJI instead of EN tarmuji .. prob here is I DIN CALLED HIM USING HIS NAME ..I CALLED HIM CIKGU ..now how funny is that ??!!!! its obvious that bcos they lost in the argument So ..now they are puttin ALL the blame on me .. now IM FAMOUS ..oh yeah ..most tcher knew my name d ..all thanx to our PRECIOUS PENGETUA .. byk byk terima kasih PENGETUA !

p.s :she said : i was a mother too ..so i treat them like my children ..OO .. u NVR forgive ur children ? HAHA..

AM I UR PUNCHING BAG ??

2010-02-24T05:04:00.000-08:00

sigh ..ceramah again ...bout medicine ..talk talk till bout pharmacy course ... why are art class even need to hear all this ? zzz... even listen to the ceramah also feel sleepy d .. end up not doing my maths hw ... cos IM 2 SLEEPY !! haha..
after ceramah ..zzz...acc.class.. still sleepy .. cant concentrate much oso ..in fact i think most of them were sleepy 2 .. haha.. sigh ..I think our acc tcher very moody again today .. most of time when this happen ..I KENA T.T .. i dun mind really ... but this time she really gone over the limit ..i noe im not concentrating in ur class today ..but hitting my head ?? i just dun like it u noe .. zzz..felt like crying ..just hope no 1 saw it ....
it like she "huan dui" me .. the last time said my mark so low ..then after the nxt time ..i got higher marks ..higher then "whom she refer 2 " d last exam ..but what she did ? just stare at me ..i oso dunno how to react ..hv 2 pretend 2 smile somemore ...zzz..hate it .. wish stpm reach sooner .. so i can get out of this f****** skol !!

P.S : thanx pn yap 4 ur guidance today !! m reali glad ..^^

2010-02-23T05:11:00.000-08:00

Sun-21/2/10
event :12-2pm

9.30a.m

Me: Mum are v goin anywhere this afternoon ?
M : what u 1 ? ...wanna go out again LA ?!!
Me :erm..hehe..ya..wanna go my friend's hse..
M : zzz..not say wanna go find buy ur spec meh ?!!..
Me: ..... T.T

1.30p.m
Dad : ge ..u say u wanna visit ur frenz ? ..wat time ?
Me : == ..y dont u ask me tmrow ?
D : ? ?
Me : zzz.. over d la ..ppl agreed meet at 12 ..now ..almost over d lo ..

sigh ..2 bad din get to go ..sory lo ..again u all invite again v din go ..
just found out today they oso din go ..haha..
now i truly believe what ever happen its all god 's destine ..
so nvr grumble /complain nxt time for ex, when ur car break down ..haha..

2010-01-25T03:22:00.000-08:00

.....Drew looks at me
I fake a smile so he won't see
What I want and I need
And everything that we should be...

GOSSIP GIRL season 3

2009-11-12T01:26:00.000-08:00

cant wait to watch this season of gg which is airing in us ..season 3 i think ..
sigh .but too bad ..this season ..the show was rather wild and

malaysia

being the type that is so so soooo conservative will probably ban this show in malaysia !!
sigh ...now malaysia still airing season 2 only ..so slow ..hmm ...maybe i should buy the dvd and watch instead rather then waiting for local tv to air it ..haha..

and HILARY DUFF is in it too ..but still ..SHE and penn (dan ) doesnt look right together !! ..
and what more with him,hilary n vanessa !! omg..haha..

...this news made me realise i have not google hilary and JMAC for such a long time already ..
gotta catch up ...haha..=====

and is US currently so obsess with having a "curve " ??..google mariah carey and hilary and you will see why !!

* let hope that this season 3 of gg wont be ban in malaysia !! ^^

forget me....

2009-11-05T06:20:00.000-08:00

heard this song recently in a movie, "i love you ,beth cooper" ..by violet columbus

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L3GbiFjnPhk

Forget Me

Forget me your on your way.
we don't have to stay in touch.
we may remember some day.
but until then it doesn't matter that much.

forget the tears we cried.
forget the good times too.
forget the pain inside.
i know there's somebody waiting for you.

someday i'll have to wonder and dreams may tell the truth.
but if you promise me.
i'll promise i'll forget you too.

forget me and don't look back.
there's gold at the end of the rainbow.
we both have to follow our paths.
hold tight and let it go.

if you don't look away.
you may find that the past isn't far behind.

someday i'll have to wonder and dreams may tell the truth.
but if you promise me.
i'll promise i'll never forget you.

forget the tears we cried.
forget the good times too.
forget the pain inside.
i know there's something great waiting for you

this song bring me back to last year, 11 oct 2008 , the day we graduated n ever since parted our own way ..time flies ..n wont stop ..its been more than a year now since we dont see each other everyday , chat together ,sit together,share our daily lifes together ..i miss the time when i would just sleep behind when pn.mas is teaching ( sorry ..^^ ) ..n sure miss the time when we would just stand and eat since those lower form sat at our place ..haha..but as long as we get to chat right !!
really appreciate all the memories and all the time that all of us had spend together ..i guess it time to let go ? since it seems like im the only one still stuck in the past ..........

eesshh !!

2009-09-11T01:04:00.000-07:00

..u noe there dis guy at my club ..hemustnotbenamed..haha..
he's under my social servive club ..he's SOoOo iRritaTing ..
i cant stand his attitude n e longer ..
evtime ask him pay $ he ll talk to u as tho he's d boss/president ..
n den dat day ask him pay for mp ..noe wat he said !!
" now i got no money .u pay for me 1st .after mp i ll pay u back " =.=
im just a treasurer k ..not EVEN ur frenz..+ evi1 paid except him for now ..
i wonder how many ppl can stand his attitude !!
practically d whole club's mbrs despise him n he even got a nickname "d guy who alwaz eat rice "
since there a rice word in his name (mand)..haha..
oso after d charity nitez event 1 whole box of bread ..he took it back ..
ReaSoN? cos it's 2 delicious !! eshh ..selfish guy ..
he everyday everytime oli noe how to eat ..everytime come meeting u ll sure see him eatin somethin 1 ..sigh ..why is there such person on earth ???
n i wonder ...reali reali wonder how does such ppl manage 2 SuRVive in NS ...??!! haha ..club mbrs said he go there sure eat eat eat oli since no food intake limit there ..L.O.L..

5/7 - 10/7

2009-07-11T09:58:00.000-07:00

erm cant think of much to talk bout dis week...
ok ..got kelab kebajikan proposal's presentation
follow by kelab seni foto's presentation ..
[now only i noe dat 'seni foto' n fotografi is 2 diff things ..lol]

n den k. kebajikan ,dat day wanna gv out d participation form..walaoeh ..
cos got dunno wat exam in b8,b9,a9,a1 class
so they shift class n not much ppl noe where they shift to d..
luckily saw d seni foto's senior from a1 den oli found dat class [ hidden area ]
den d only 1 din manage 2 find is a9 ..search whole skol oso cant find ..
'char dao' ..'yuen lai' they r in d library cos there a study room 4 lesson in d library [special right ]

nxt k. seni foto 's presentation ..yo so scary u noe ..d seniors keep "bomb" d gp 1 ..said their not enuf info..haha luckily my gp is 2nd ..in d end ..wat they do ??...
they said they LIKE gp 1 theme but they LIKE my gp's proposal ..haha..so all combine ..
den dis comin monday got a VERY IMPORTANT meeting ..
if miss it den we r not members d ....
sigh i somemore got badminton's meeting dat day leh..n seni oso ..

n k.penyiaran ..
d talent comp canceled d cos some1 said they cant do it ..[NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE]
but over d ..nvrmind..
so now my gp r doin song dedication..
quite fun right cos get 2 listen 2 songs durin school hrs ..hehe..

today (sat) went to skol for badminton's meeting..
d EXPERT teach us bout d badminton's rules ..now i noe something ..
when u score 1 point ,it call " POINT 1 LOVE " haha love ..dunno he got said wrong or not !!
hehe i joined d single comp ..
den there dis guy , wanna play mixed double den ask all d gp 's gurl (3 oli)
haha but kena rejected..den they saw his crush pass by den ask her oso kena rejected ..
lol pity him ..in d end kena play single
( dunno why so many ppl like play double ..to me double not fun ..if d opp keep hittin ur partner's side den u just stand there only ,nothing to do !! haha)

aiyoh acc's hw not done yet
+ kebajikan thing not done yet ..somemore hv 2 call d bus 2 check..sigh very lazy la
+ nxt week got maths exam ..hven revise yet ...wat to do ???

clubs' meeting n other..

2009-07-03T17:23:00.000-07:00

ok..rmber i said i sign up for a " few" clubs.. well this week, i hv been attending d clubs' meeting clubs which i choose is [ seni, kebajikan,pelancongan and penyiaran ] ..but cos pelancongan's meeting sort of clash with d other so i din go.. i went for seni foto instead ..n it really worth it ..to those dat wanna gain experiences

all d clubs' meeting, we r divided into gps n given task.. which ll contribute to our "pangkat" later on..

kelab seni
-my gp hv to do 5 quiz in conjunction with "Hari Kemanusiaan ".. -then yesterday sudden change plan cos only 5 clubs can do "lawatan"
-so since our quiz thing are over d , so they put us in pameran..

kelab seni foto
-i like this club -i mean i was in fotography club since f3 in mgs but din really learn n e thing ..
-at high skol, they use d pro digital camera ..
-my gp hv to take pic for d lower six classes..
- hv to run up n down to call them down..exhausted .. + 6B8 n 6B9 class r at d upper six's block ... HIGHEST floor somemore..
-even though after photoshoot ,kena lecture [ 1st time it's like that 1 la ] but it really fun ..
-den yesterday(fri) club's committees asked a few of us to take pic for d secondary's club(bout 4-5 only)
-now i learn new things d lo..hehe..

kelab penyiaran
-ok also 1 of my fave
-dis club got bout 20 members only so they decided to do a talent competition ..
(1st time at high skol !! )
[so every1 do d same task]
-i m under publicity..responsible for poster,tics ,registration form n ...
-so far it schedule to be on 25/7..
-n each of us must do ' duty '-must reach skol by 7am n set d mic n stuff..
(used 2 be prefect's job right at mgs ..)

kelab kebajikan
-task : trip to old folk's home..
-another task is 'charity night"
- going for survey on sat..
-schedule on 19 july..
[so far dis gp only hv 5 gurlz, no guy ,so we r gonna prove that we can do it !! haha]

kelab badminton
-task : interskol competition-schedule on 21,22 n 23rd july !!after skol..
-hehe still thinking whether wanna join or not..

high skol 's camping day

2009-07-03T07:23:00.001-07:00

day 1

Well ,high school has organised a camp at taman bukit cahaya,shah alam..

since there is total of 9 classes altogether..so we r divided into gp 1 n gp 2..

Gp 1 go on wed n thursday( 24th n 25th june) (6B1,6B2,6B7,6B8)

while gp 2 is on fri n sat(26th n 27th june)(6B3,6B4,6B5,6B6 N 6B9)

(not so sure bout 6B7,8,9 though)

MORNING

-Anyway, gather at skol around 7 am..too late d ..d first bus already left ..

so we waited lo 4 d bus 2 come back (cause high skol got their VERY OWN bus with skol name on it )(but 1 bus only)

-so waited around 45 mins-1 hrs only d bus reach back..luckily got ppl book place 4 us d or else hv 2 stand d whole journey..

-reach destination..hv 2 walk a long way (N when i said long it was REALLY deep inside ) only can reach our campsite..some ppl r like goin holiday only ..bringing those trolley-luggage..spoilt d natural environment ..

-all gather at a mini hall there(there's a swimming pool nearby) ..speechs..then ice-breaking session..dividing gp ..im in gp 1(tok janggut is our gp 's name)..

-ok dis 1 ..there r total around 120 students i think..den form 2 rounds

(1 in ,1 outside)(mixed guys n gals)..

den there a songs in diff languages(bm,eng,mandarin,tamil,jawa)

- it like this..di sini,di sini ,kita bertemu,...(forget d ) kita bersalam lagi..n den d outside round face d inside round n greet d opp person lo..( got 1 guy very wat 1 ..must touch ur hand 1 ..yuck ..ham sap ..haha)

-design flags,discuss gp's performance

-go 2 camping site n choose our camp..lunch

AFTERNOON(2pm -6pm)

-den meet up at mini hall again 4 nxt activity ..dis is d fun part..dis activity is called jungle trekking/ halangan..

-got a few checkpoints ..

checkpoint no1 ..

-go into a big longkang (its clean la .just mud only +hill's water+mini mini stones..oww)

not walking u noe ..but CRAWL like a baby..somemore hv 2 crawl under d bridge which it height is very low only ..so pandai-pandai lo..

checkpoint no2 ..

-gp by gp go into d tasik..since we r gp 1 so everything also we r d 1st to do..

den form small circle ..wait all 9 gp in d ..

-den when they blow d whistle ..every1 must put whole body till chin into d water ..

-then 2nd time whistle,whole body include face for 20/10 seconds i think inside d water..whoever den come up b4 time d gp ll be deducted marks..

haha..1 of my gp member wore white pant so kena water ma expose lo..(somemore wear green inner..luckily it a guy ..lol)

-nxt jungle trekking ..d hill's sloop was quite high..quite exhausted from climbing..somemore each gp hv 2 hold 2 bricks till d end of camp..(really pity d ah liang n ah hua ..nvrmind let them build their muscle right !! haha )

if lost d bricks,ll deduct marks again..

checkpoint no3

-on d road ..guys n gals separately find leaves n form a circle den get in d circle..(one leg only 4 1 min) ..familiar right ..

-den all lie down on d road (hardly got car 1 la ) den hand and legs off d floor for 1 mins while d mouth holdin on 2 a leaf..done d ..walk down d hill thru d road

checkpoint no4

-dunno wat spider web game..all gp member hv 2 pass thru d hole in the web without touching d string..

haha u noe how i get over ..d guys (n gurlz also la) carry us over ..raymond does d most carryin ..haha

-cos my gp's done quite badly so we hv 2 crawl(whole body lie down) on d road till d end..so painful u noe cos it's tar road ..a few members really crawl till their elbow bleed..

checkpoint no5

-reach a place for flying -fox..we hv 2 climb all d way up n let d coach know 5 things we saw from above..

-more jungle trekking..every1 must take a piece of tar with us ..

walk walk walk till there 's 2 road ..rmber d poem "the road not taken "

so they ask us 2 choose lo..my gp did not guess right..2 bad..

-walk till d animal zoo there ..[confuse d ..not sure it correct or not]

checkpoint no6

-dis game is bout trusting ur gp member n confidence in urself..

-erm it like all gp members hold on tight to a piece of cloth to catch their member when they DROP down..(when drop down ,face toward d sky /up la )

-we can choose to drop/jump ourselves or either d coach push us down ..

-if self-jump den bonus 200 marks..

-i actually wanted to jump on my own ..den go up there was like start 2 feel scare d seeing d height..(even my legs r shaking..seriously no joke)..

-in d end i jump on my own but cos it wasnt a perfect jump so d coach only gave me 50 marks ..at least i help d gp won 50 la ..

-( at least our gp got mattress below ..those gp dat do on d inside dun hv n e thing below ..more scary )

-D END .back 2 camp..dinner

NIGHT(d best N FUNNIEST part) till MORNING ( 4 am )

-dis game called "kembara halangan" something like that..

-there r 3 signature we must get ..must sing or recite d poem or songs 1st ..

-but there r 5 lamp post with a torch light on it ..2 r fake but u cant tell..(devil)

-den each gp get a candle ..we must think of way to protect it so that d light wont go off

( d coachs ll come n blow off our candle ..very mischievious la them..got 1 even pretend lyin down on d floor )

-IF D CANDLE GOT BLOWN, den we hv 2 go n search d "devil"to light d candle

-haha do u think it that EASY , we hv 2 exchange with d "devil"

- my gp ( well not only mine all d gp) got their candle 's light blown off..

-so here we go 2 see d " devil"

-1st time- all d guys hv 2 take off their cloth..haha..n us gurls hv 2 change 1 side of d shoe with other member (rmber our shoes r still wet from earlier )

-2nd time- we take from other gp ..(escape d devil)

-3rd time-one of d coach gave us clue that we 2 gps combine together so that it 's stronger..

dis time it worse ..d "devil" demanded that one of us must cry ..ya must see d tear flow only can..

d best part is really got ppl manage to cry..

TIME UP !!

TIME FOR NIGHT-WALKING (11.30 pm )

sound like a normal thing right EXCEPT that we r being BLIND-FOLDED ..

-dis game i play b4 d in ns ..u hv 2 just follow lo..whatever instructions they gv

like there a bridge in front ,bent down n so on..u get d idea la..

-after that suddenly stop d ..d coach ask us to sit down n wait ..i dunno how long we waited but i fall asleep most of d time ..( some still got d energy 2 talk d whole night/morn even when they r blind-folded..)

-i think we waited cos we r d 2nd last gp 2 go this time..while waiting we can hear a few EERY screamings..haha..

-later on they ask us to go 1 by 1 ..finally can take off d blind-fold d ..turn out we r goin into d jungle one by one ..with d help of string of course ..

-i din intended to scream but really got shock by 1 of d so called " ghost " den er ..really scare d ..just close my eyes n walk (really..)..after dat walk on our own ..i close my ears n walk ..(got those ghost sound) ( n it so dark very difficult to see)..

-finally over ..wait 4 d rest 2 finish..

-went back to camp -manage to sleep 2 hrs ..

day 2

-gp discussion bout performance( must be bout leadership)

-our gp might as well be d worst to perform cos we dun hv n e idea at all on what to perform..

-my opinion mat salleh gp really deserve to win..gp activities oso they won..n their performance is really creative..

-closing ceremony..blah blah blah..den go home ..ya but b4 dat somemore hv 2 walk a long way only can reach d bus stop ..

-sigh 2 slow again ..din manage 2 catch d 1st bus ..so hv 2 wait again lo..

while waiting ..here's 1 of a few snapshots..

same gp with raymond,hui xian n kian an(not in pic) again..

orientation week

2009-07-03T07:19:00.000-07:00

i know it over like 3 weeks ago d ..well anyway it btw 15th to 19th june 2009..n d Majlis Tingkatan Enam (MTE ) created a costume ..n every lower 6 students must wear it during d whole orientation week ..( n cant leave behind oso or else mte committees will try n steal d costume den we ll get punish..etc ..perform onstage ..haha..pity them :p )1st day
- divided into 14 gps
-im in gp 3 as written above..hehe..
-assignment -do a signature book (hv 2 get d barisan pentadbir ,guru penasihat,f6 tcher ,mte committees n 80 seniors signature )
- n it wasnt just takin signature ,we hv 2 " bribe " them with choco/ sweets..haha..n 4 tcher we hv 2 sing song . : P although it tiring but it whole lotta fun..haha..

2nd day
-there is lists of our foster' name stick 2 d wall ..
can u imagine we were only given 1 minutes 2 get d name ..plus there r lot of weird name..haha..u ll laugh when u saw d name ..add math equation also got..haha..
-..mine is " sshhh..." aiyah most ppl already tell me it must be a librarian ..turn out he 's d HEAD librarian..sigh should hv go n apply 2 be librarian..2 bad..
-nxt ,last day performance ..each gp ll be given a song..my gp got a cantonese song ( :p dunno d song's name )
-n eway, said stayback till 2 but end up till 3 but still haven manage to figure out d dance moves..sigh..

3rd day
-finding our foster..mine is at d highest floor , 6A1..( d 4th floor..* pant pant * )
-on d way up..d seniors are like hungry ghosts ..haha..asking 4 sweets..
-then after enter 6A1 , hv 2 pick a number ..there r 3 of us together ..i think they pick no 8 .. u noe wat the question is .. !!! walao eh ..ridiculous la ..they ask ..do we hv boyfrenz or not ? haha..(ppsshh if got oso why should we tell them hor ..haha)
-den went n get signature..hooray..

4th day
-co-curriculum registration's day..
WOW ..so many clubs ..dunno which 2 choose .
.i joined around 4 to 5 clubs..hehe..exclude uniform n sport club..
-singing skol 's song competition ..haha not prepared ..
so all d gp 's standard are about d same..

5th day ( last day )
-12 students ( 6 guys ,6 gals ) chosen for the mr and miss STK ..
-gv specially prepared gift 4 our foster ( not wajib la )
-yeah time for us to perform..quite nervous actually cos d upper six students are also watching us..haha but d mte president said ," do ur best , dont be shy ,just let go "..ok lo..hehe..
really fast a while only then over d ..my gp is no 13 to perform..
-closing ceremony ..boring speech by headmaster ..(sshhhhh)
-prize giving -best flag design,best gp leader, best singing gp n best performance..
and guess what !! my gp won d best performance ..nvr tot we ll win ..
(maybe cos it a happy song n our gp member all oso "put a BIG SMILE " durin d performance ..haha )
-then d senior start shoutin "ENCORE, ENCORE, ENCORE" den hv 2 perform again.. -photography session..followby hand shaking ..(though till d guy there den stop d ..n it not us lo..it d guy dun dare to shake !! )( it just a GD JOB handshake only ma )
-b4 that,there is d singing comp ..d mc said d winner is ....3...+ 2 but our leader heard 3 only den run up onstage d ..lol..but he manage 2 make it not embrassing 4 him ..

there r lots of games oso which i dunno how to describe .. there is oso when d mte committee blow d whistle once (no matter what u r doin) we hv 2 find a partner n pull their ear ..( punishment 4 too much noises) if 2 whistle , put both hand up..n if 3rd whistle ...(hehe i forget d) hehe not ready yet ..( lol d 'apa macam' hand blocked ' blocked 'hero' face d)hey xing yi im sure there lot of familiar faces here right ...
n dat leong wai kit ..he's our mte president ..

..p.s : this whole orientation week is organise by mte ..not tcher ..amazing right !!
....comin up nxt..my high skol 's camping experience..(extremely fun ..wwweeeee )

kem princess haliza d best..

2009-06-05T00:55:00.000-07:00

kem princess haliza tepi tasik
*clap clap*

dewan syarahan
-place where we gather most of d time
-wirawati -left,wira -right
-line up according 2 company 2..rotate everyday..

dewan makan
-sit according 2 company but most of d time no one bother ..

dobi
-open only on weekday so gotta be smart arranging d date..haha..u dun wanna hv no clothes on mon..

entrance to wirawati ( gurl )'s dorm
- each company (alpha,bravo ,charlie,delta) -2 dorms

bilik rehat
-total 4 phone outside
-2 on d right side can be dial back..

inside bilik rehat
-coolest place in camp..so when u feel hot came over here..
-i think got total 3 -4 phone inside here ..3 is d i-talk thing phone..(din use dat)

home sweet home

2009-05-31T23:24:00.000-07:00

finally got d mood n time 2 reali sit down n blog ..haha..
ok so just return from ns 2 weeks ago..
still missing all d routine we did there ..
ah how i wish got camera 2 take down all d memories..hehe
2 weeks ago was busy with f6 stuff..
i guess i was destine 2 hv 2 adapt 2 new surrounding..haha
-transfer skol,change class -wow ll meet lot of new ppl..
...high skol is definitely way better den acs ..surrounding ,environment...
plenty of kwang hua students there.....n there's like 50 students per class..
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hmm wat 2 blog somemore? no idea ..maybe i just blog some bout ns later on..

And this...

2009-03-12T06:55:00.000-07:00

finally after 3 months plus the spm result is out..
wake up early today .. get ready 2 go to skol..
very nervous once reach school ..try my best to control my tear
dunno why although still dunno the result but felt like crying already ..haha
saw xy and el there waiting for their turn ..
wow this year dunno why got so many students there surrounding the place ..
ya i know it their recess time but still dun need to be so close what !!
..mgs'ian are really 'ke po' hor !!
did not hear ANY screaming though [...] haha
Anyway when ahead of xy and el to get my result..
i dun dare to look at the result yet..just sign whatever thing the teacher ask to sign..haha..
And then [drum beat....]

ah relieve!!
my result was ok to me since i felt that i have done badly in spm..

After that when for breakfast with xy,el and her sis
then headed to jj...

WOW as i expected ..haha.
jj..loaded ..

wanna go book ktv but it full ..got room but it only available at 5 pm..

then went to cinema with xy,el,boon yi,lay hong,ying siet n her friend to watch 'love matter'
our seat was in the front row ..
so tiring lookin up at the screen like that ..haha
overall this show is quite hilarious..best to watch after getting spm result ..haha..

later ,went and eat at BBQ plaza..after dat went to popular bookstore and guess what?
we went to secret recipe to EAT AGAIN ..HAHA..

CIAO!! separate and went home at 6 pm...

the very first post from me

2009-03-01T21:37:00.000-08:00

BORING !! is d only word i can use to describe my life now..
sigh everyday also same routine..
wake up,eat, sleep,play game, watch TV.sick of it already..haha..
cant wait for my next driving lesson..
can u believe it...after 1 lesson i have to wait for 1 month for the next lesson..
that guy is lucky that all this will be settle before i leave or else..

sigh spm result coming out soon..dunno wanna be happy or nervous ..i guess both ..haha..
then after that i will be leavin for NS on 19th march..
i will be going 2 kem princess haliza,sepang, selangor..
i heard that it the no2 best camp..ya right ..wait till i get there and see for myself..haha..
found out that my friends will only be leavin on 20th march...
dunno how those ppl arrange ..1 days make a big difference..sigh..
so what should i do after ns ? f6 or college ..i cant decide .still waiting for spm result first ..
wanna wish all my frenz (including me ) will get the result that they want !!

(guess i will miss the little devil)haha..