.....Drew looks at me
I fake a smile so he won't see
What I want and I need
And everything that we should be...

GOSSIP GIRL season 3

cant wait to watch this season of gg which is airing in us ..season 3 i think ..
sigh .but too bad ..this season ..the show was rather wild and

malaysia

being the type that is so so soooo conservative will probably ban this show in malaysia !!
sigh ...now malaysia still airing season 2 only ..so slow ..hmm ...maybe i should buy the dvd and watch instead rather then waiting for local tv to air it ..haha..

and HILARY DUFF is in it too ..but still ..SHE and penn (dan ) doesnt look right together !! ..
and what more with him,hilary n vanessa !! omg..haha..

...this news made me realise i have not google hilary and JMAC for such a long time already ..
gotta catch up ...haha..=====

and is US currently so obsess with having a "curve " ??..google mariah carey and hilary and you will see why !!

* let hope that this season 3 of gg wont be ban in malaysia !! ^^

forget me....

heard this song recently in a movie, "i love you ,beth cooper" ..by violet columbus

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L3GbiFjnPhk

Forget Me

Forget me your on your way.
we don't have to stay in touch.
we may remember some day.
but until then it doesn't matter that much.

forget the tears we cried.
forget the good times too.
forget the pain inside.
i know there's somebody waiting for you.

someday i'll have to wonder and dreams may tell the truth.
but if you promise me.
i'll promise i'll forget you too.

forget me and don't look back.
there's gold at the end of the rainbow.
we both have to follow our paths.
hold tight and let it go.

if you don't look away.
you may find that the past isn't far behind.

someday i'll have to wonder and dreams may tell the truth.
but if you promise me.
i'll promise i'll never forget you.

forget the tears we cried.
forget the good times too.
forget the pain inside.
i know there's something great waiting for you

this song bring me back to last year, 11 oct 2008 , the day we graduated n ever since parted our own way ..time flies ..n wont stop ..its been more than a year now since we dont see each other everyday , chat together ,sit together,share our daily lifes together ..i miss the time when i would just sleep behind when pn.mas is teaching ( sorry ..^^ ) ..n sure miss the time when we would just stand and eat since those lower form sat at our place ..haha..but as long as we get to chat right !!
really appreciate all the memories and all the time that all of us had spend together ..i guess it time to let go ? since it seems like im the only one still stuck in the past ..........

eesshh !!

..u noe there dis guy at my club ..hemustnotbenamed..haha..
he's under my social servive club ..he's SOoOo iRritaTing ..
i cant stand his attitude n e longer ..
evtime ask him pay $ he ll talk to u as tho he's d boss/president ..
n den dat day ask him pay for mp ..noe wat he said !!
" now i got no money .u pay for me 1st .after mp i ll pay u back " =.=
im just a treasurer k ..not EVEN ur frenz..+ evi1 paid except him for now ..
i wonder how many ppl can stand his attitude !!
practically d whole club's mbrs despise him n he even got a nickname "d guy who alwaz eat rice "
since there a rice word in his name (mand)..haha..
oso after d charity nitez event 1 whole box of bread ..he took it back ..
ReaSoN? cos it's 2 delicious !! eshh ..selfish guy ..
he everyday everytime oli noe how to eat ..everytime come meeting u ll sure see him eatin somethin 1 ..sigh ..why is there such person on earth ???
n i wonder ...reali reali wonder how does such ppl manage 2 SuRVive in NS ...??!! haha ..club mbrs said he go there sure eat eat eat oli since no food intake limit there ..L.O.L..

5/7 - 10/7

erm cant think of much to talk bout dis week...
ok ..got kelab kebajikan proposal's presentation
follow by kelab seni foto's presentation ..
[now only i noe dat 'seni foto' n fotografi is 2 diff things ..lol]

n den k. kebajikan ,dat day wanna gv out d participation form..walaoeh ..
cos got dunno wat exam in b8,b9,a9,a1 class
so they shift class n not much ppl noe where they shift to d..
luckily saw d seni foto's senior from a1 den oli found dat class [ hidden area ]
den d only 1 din manage 2 find is a9 ..search whole skol oso cant find ..
'char dao' ..'yuen lai' they r in d library cos there a study room 4 lesson in d library [special right ]

nxt k. seni foto 's presentation ..yo so scary u noe ..d seniors keep "bomb" d gp 1 ..said their not enuf info..haha luckily my gp is 2nd ..in d end ..wat they do ??...
they said they LIKE gp 1 theme but they LIKE my gp's proposal ..haha..so all combine ..
den dis comin monday got a VERY IMPORTANT meeting ..
if miss it den we r not members d ....
sigh i somemore got badminton's meeting dat day leh..n seni oso ..

n k.penyiaran ..
d talent comp canceled d cos some1 said they cant do it ..[NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE]
but over d ..nvrmind..
so now my gp r doin song dedication..
quite fun right cos get 2 listen 2 songs durin school hrs ..hehe..

today (sat) went to skol for badminton's meeting..
d EXPERT teach us bout d badminton's rules ..now i noe something ..
when u score 1 point ,it call " POINT 1 LOVE " haha love ..dunno he got said wrong or not !!
hehe i joined d single comp ..
den there dis guy , wanna play mixed double den ask all d gp 's gurl (3 oli)
haha but kena rejected..den they saw his crush pass by den ask her oso kena rejected ..
lol pity him ..in d end kena play single
( dunno why so many ppl like play double ..to me double not fun ..if d opp keep hittin ur partner's side den u just stand there only ,nothing to do !! haha)

aiyoh acc's hw not done yet
+ kebajikan thing not done yet ..somemore hv 2 call d bus 2 check..sigh very lazy la
+ nxt week got maths exam ..hven revise yet ...wat to do ???

clubs' meeting n other..

ok..rmber i said i sign up for a " few" clubs.. well this week, i hv been attending d clubs' meeting clubs which i choose is [ seni, kebajikan,pelancongan and penyiaran ] ..but cos pelancongan's meeting sort of clash with d other so i din go.. i went for seni foto instead ..n it really worth it ..to those dat wanna gain experiences

all d clubs' meeting, we r divided into gps n given task.. which ll contribute to our "pangkat" later on..

kelab seni
-my gp hv to do 5 quiz in conjunction with "Hari Kemanusiaan ".. -then yesterday sudden change plan cos only 5 clubs can do "lawatan"
-so since our quiz thing are over d , so they put us in pameran..

kelab seni foto
-i like this club -i mean i was in fotography club since f3 in mgs but din really learn n e thing ..
-at high skol, they use d pro digital camera ..
-my gp hv to take pic for d lower six classes..
- hv to run up n down to call them down..exhausted .. + 6B8 n 6B9 class r at d upper six's block ... HIGHEST floor somemore..
-even though after photoshoot ,kena lecture [ 1st time it's like that 1 la ] but it really fun ..
-den yesterday(fri) club's committees asked a few of us to take pic for d secondary's club(bout 4-5 only)
-now i learn new things d lo..hehe..

kelab penyiaran
-ok also 1 of my fave
-dis club got bout 20 members only so they decided to do a talent competition ..
(1st time at high skol !! )
[so every1 do d same task]
-i m under publicity..responsible for poster,tics ,registration form n ...
-so far it schedule to be on 25/7..
-n each of us must do ' duty '-must reach skol by 7am n set d mic n stuff..
(used 2 be prefect's job right at mgs ..)

kelab kebajikan
-task : trip to old folk's home..
-another task is 'charity night"
- going for survey on sat..
-schedule on 19 july..
[so far dis gp only hv 5 gurlz, no guy ,so we r gonna prove that we can do it !! haha]

kelab badminton
-task : interskol competition-schedule on 21,22 n 23rd july !!after skol..
-hehe still thinking whether wanna join or not..

high skol 's camping day

day 1

Well ,high school has organised a camp at taman bukit cahaya,shah alam..

since there is total of 9 classes altogether..so we r divided into gp 1 n gp 2..

Gp 1 go on wed n thursday( 24th n 25th june) (6B1,6B2,6B7,6B8)

while gp 2 is on fri n sat(26th n 27th june)(6B3,6B4,6B5,6B6 N 6B9)

(not so sure bout 6B7,8,9 though)

MORNING

-Anyway, gather at skol around 7 am..too late d ..d first bus already left ..

so we waited lo 4 d bus 2 come back (cause high skol got their VERY OWN bus with skol name on it )(but 1 bus only)

-so waited around 45 mins-1 hrs only d bus reach back..luckily got ppl book place 4 us d or else hv 2 stand d whole journey..

-reach destination..hv 2 walk a long way (N when i said long it was REALLY deep inside ) only can reach our campsite..some ppl r like goin holiday only ..bringing those trolley-luggage..spoilt d natural environment ..

-all gather at a mini hall there(there's a swimming pool nearby) ..speechs..then ice-breaking session..dividing gp ..im in gp 1(tok janggut is our gp 's name)..

-ok dis 1 ..there r total around 120 students i think..den form 2 rounds

(1 in ,1 outside)(mixed guys n gals)..

den there a songs in diff languages(bm,eng,mandarin,tamil,jawa)

- it like this..di sini,di sini ,kita bertemu,...(forget d ) kita bersalam lagi..n den d outside round face d inside round n greet d opp person lo..( got 1 guy very wat 1 ..must touch ur hand 1 ..yuck ..ham sap ..haha)

-design flags,discuss gp's performance

-go 2 camping site n choose our camp..lunch

AFTERNOON(2pm -6pm)

-den meet up at mini hall again 4 nxt activity ..dis is d fun part..dis activity is called jungle trekking/ halangan..

-got a few checkpoints ..

checkpoint no1 ..

-go into a big longkang (its clean la .just mud only +hill's water+mini mini stones..oww)

not walking u noe ..but CRAWL like a baby..somemore hv 2 crawl under d bridge which it height is very low only ..so pandai-pandai lo..

checkpoint no2 ..

-gp by gp go into d tasik..since we r gp 1 so everything also we r d 1st to do..

den form small circle ..wait all 9 gp in d ..

-den when they blow d whistle ..every1 must put whole body till chin into d water ..

-then 2nd time whistle,whole body include face for 20/10 seconds i think inside d water..whoever den come up b4 time d gp ll be deducted marks..

haha..1 of my gp member wore white pant so kena water ma expose lo..(somemore wear green inner..luckily it a guy ..lol)

-nxt jungle trekking ..d hill's sloop was quite high..quite exhausted from climbing..somemore each gp hv 2 hold 2 bricks till d end of camp..(really pity d ah liang n ah hua ..nvrmind let them build their muscle right !! haha )

if lost d bricks,ll deduct marks again..

checkpoint no3

-on d road ..guys n gals separately find leaves n form a circle den get in d circle..(one leg only 4 1 min) ..familiar right ..

-den all lie down on d road (hardly got car 1 la ) den hand and legs off d floor for 1 mins while d mouth holdin on 2 a leaf..done d ..walk down d hill thru d road

checkpoint no4

-dunno wat spider web game..all gp member hv 2 pass thru d hole in the web without touching d string..

haha u noe how i get over ..d guys (n gurlz also la) carry us over ..raymond does d most carryin ..haha

-cos my gp's done quite badly so we hv 2 crawl(whole body lie down) on d road till d end..so painful u noe cos it's tar road ..a few members really crawl till their elbow bleed..

checkpoint no5

-reach a place for flying -fox..we hv 2 climb all d way up n let d coach know 5 things we saw from above..

-more jungle trekking..every1 must take a piece of tar with us ..

walk walk walk till there 's 2 road ..rmber d poem "the road not taken "

so they ask us 2 choose lo..my gp did not guess right..2 bad..

-walk till d animal zoo there ..[confuse d ..not sure it correct or not]

checkpoint no6

-dis game is bout trusting ur gp member n confidence in urself..

-erm it like all gp members hold on tight to a piece of cloth to catch their member when they DROP down..(when drop down ,face toward d sky /up la )

-we can choose to drop/jump ourselves or either d coach push us down ..

-if self-jump den bonus 200 marks..

-i actually wanted to jump on my own ..den go up there was like start 2 feel scare d seeing d height..(even my legs r shaking..seriously no joke)..

-in d end i jump on my own but cos it wasnt a perfect jump so d coach only gave me 50 marks ..at least i help d gp won 50 la ..

-( at least our gp got mattress below ..those gp dat do on d inside dun hv n e thing below ..more scary )

-D END .back 2 camp..dinner

NIGHT(d best N FUNNIEST part) till MORNING ( 4 am )

-dis game called "kembara halangan" something like that..

-there r 3 signature we must get ..must sing or recite d poem or songs 1st ..

-but there r 5 lamp post with a torch light on it ..2 r fake but u cant tell..(devil)

-den each gp get a candle ..we must think of way to protect it so that d light wont go off

( d coachs ll come n blow off our candle ..very mischievious la them..got 1 even pretend lyin down on d floor )

-IF D CANDLE GOT BLOWN, den we hv 2 go n search d "devil"to light d candle

-haha do u think it that EASY , we hv 2 exchange with d "devil"

- my gp ( well not only mine all d gp) got their candle 's light blown off..

-so here we go 2 see d " devil"

-1st time- all d guys hv 2 take off their cloth..haha..n us gurls hv 2 change 1 side of d shoe with other member (rmber our shoes r still wet from earlier )

-2nd time- we take from other gp ..(escape d devil)

-3rd time-one of d coach gave us clue that we 2 gps combine together so that it 's stronger..

dis time it worse ..d "devil" demanded that one of us must cry ..ya must see d tear flow only can..

d best part is really got ppl manage to cry..

TIME UP !!

TIME FOR NIGHT-WALKING (11.30 pm )

sound like a normal thing right EXCEPT that we r being BLIND-FOLDED ..

-dis game i play b4 d in ns ..u hv 2 just follow lo..whatever instructions they gv

like there a bridge in front ,bent down n so on..u get d idea la..

-after that suddenly stop d ..d coach ask us to sit down n wait ..i dunno how long we waited but i fall asleep most of d time ..( some still got d energy 2 talk d whole night/morn even when they r blind-folded..)

-i think we waited cos we r d 2nd last gp 2 go this time..while waiting we can hear a few EERY screamings..haha..

-later on they ask us to go 1 by 1 ..finally can take off d blind-fold d ..turn out we r goin into d jungle one by one ..with d help of string of course ..

-i din intended to scream but really got shock by 1 of d so called " ghost " den er ..really scare d ..just close my eyes n walk (really..)..after dat walk on our own ..i close my ears n walk ..(got those ghost sound) ( n it so dark very difficult to see)..

-finally over ..wait 4 d rest 2 finish..

-went back to camp -manage to sleep 2 hrs ..

day 2

-gp discussion bout performance( must be bout leadership)

-our gp might as well be d worst to perform cos we dun hv n e idea at all on what to perform..

-my opinion mat salleh gp really deserve to win..gp activities oso they won..n their performance is really creative..

-closing ceremony..blah blah blah..den go home ..ya but b4 dat somemore hv 2 walk a long way only can reach d bus stop ..

-sigh 2 slow again ..din manage 2 catch d 1st bus ..so hv 2 wait again lo..

while waiting ..here's 1 of a few snapshots..

same gp with raymond,hui xian n kian an(not in pic) again..